Its funny how my babe's mom no longer cares how late i stay over as well as my own parents.  Actually now that i think about it, its nice because that way i can stay with her as long as i want...well maybe not as long as i want, but still longer than when they cared.  That works so well for me because if it were a cooler world than it already is either one of us could drive and basically "live" with one another, but still be able to leave one another before we get too upset with one of another because of my insane living habits hahaha. I KNOW I'M A SLOB, but i'm tryin to fix that. hahah.  I'll get back to this topic some other time, right now i'd rather thank my girlfriend once again before i forget for the night because my head hurts cuz my allergies acting up from all the dust.  Thanks for helping me to clean my room.  It looks better already.  But for the night i'm done, sorry, the pain is gettin to great.

Hello world, I do still exsist, haha hard to believe i know since its been forever and a day since i've written.  Oh well what can i say besides life picked up again, and the lazyness came back too.  Sorry babe, haha i know i said i'd try to keep up with this thing, but what more can i say?  Enough of my lack of attendence, the world sucks ass, but my days still seem brighter than they did a year ago. There are many little things to thank for that, for instance it seems as if i'm on stable ground with my parents, and well my family for that matter, my friends aren't just friends those who have kept their words are now family.  As well as keeping some old friends.  Most of all though, my girlfriend Stephanie, she has kept me drug free, she has taking care of me emotionally, and she is continuing to fix my mental state of mind.  Her endless willingness to be there with me and for me shows me that the world is not totally funked up.  Damn it all to hell, who needs a world, right now i feel as if all i need is her, and for the most part that is true.  She is my BESTfriend no one can top her.  I'm sorry but no one else is comming close, and i know i said that my close friends are family and if you think back to the not so long ago made movie Lilo and Stitch nothing is above family, but in this case its not true...with her that is, with anything else it my work, but she's different, she has her own level of importance.  She has her own level of everything and anything...damn i miss her, stupid school and work...why does this worl have to be based upon a future why not a here and now...maybe then i could be with you as long as we'd like to be together.  Okay my mom is requesting my services as the Trash Man...thats right i said Trash MAN not Trash Boy...good day all maybe next time it wont be forever before i write again.

You have a free trial and you're not even abusing it. For shame. This is actually Stephanie not Jeff because Jeff is too damn cool to write in here. Actually this is just scolding him for not writing in here. What you don't care about me anymore? Hehe JK. I know you've been busy and so have I but it's Saturday afternoon and I don't have to go to work yet. I don't want to work today. I want to see you. I don't want you to work today. So I could have seen you. Damn our scheduling. I'm going to put a picture on here for you because I know you have none.

This would be us....not all scrubbed out haha.